
This is WildBlueMekaLizard's blog Est. April 16, 2004
WARNING: You're about to get "knee-deep" in it! I'm a moody shit but I aim to please so if I make you smile a little or even laugh, my work is done. Enjoy!
This blog is based on actual events. Some names and locations have been changed to protect the guilty from identification and to protect the author from litigation.





At the sweet age of 35 I'm finding some changes. Things that were unfamiliar a mere 10 years ago. Ladies and gentlemen, I speak of THE CHILLS and NOT the kind that make you think you're cold. Ladies and gentlemen I speak of the chills that make you aware of being a sexual being. The chills that make you want to go home and do God knows what with we all know who.
It's no big secret that my beloved Maverick has been turning me on with his special ways for nearly a decade now. I love almost everything about that man and day after day he seems to find ways to make me love him and want him more and more. Based on my history this is a big change, men usually sour the longer I get to know them. We're comfortable around each other which is always nice, but then he just DOES stuff that shows me what a goof ball he is...he's a kindred spirit, we see eye to eye and we're both as weird as each other. Heaven.
There was a time when I was a She-Woman...I CAN DO IT, I can, and I did. I may have hated it, but I did it and I did it all alone, there was no one to thank but me and that was the way I liked it I think. Having Mav in my life changed that a bit. He showed up and started treating me like a lady, in contrast to the others who were all "Yeah you GO girl, less work for me". Mav found out the things I didn't like doing as the tough woman and he took them on and my life now is much easier for it. Sure, there are times that I want to do things that are traditionally unlady-like, like sawing shit, like nailing shit, like pulling shit around with my truck, and he doesn't seem to want to let me do it alone...and I guess it makes me a little mad because it feels like my growth as a person is being hindered by the fact that I'm a woman and he's trying to take care of shit for me. I'm an "in the trenches" kind of chick. That doesn't mean I LIKE the trenches but I at least want to know what it's like. He protects me from a lot, like a gentleman does and I shouldn't be mad about it. I should acknowledge that we have a pretty long history together with no expectation of it changing so why should I be worried about honing my She-Woman skills?
ANYWAY...back to the fun stuff....the SEXUAL URGES stuff, right?
There are some things that even in the dullness of the work day make me all shivery. Right there in my non-private little work area, I shiver from head to toe, like a horse shaking off dust and horse flies. For a moment I turn into

One of the things that makes me shiver is the voice of this man playing on the radio a few times a day:
I'm no retard, I know that's Chris Cornell, formerly of Soundgarden and YES, I loved his voice back then but lately his voice has been making me all..... purrrrr..... 
And YES he was hot then, in Soundgarden

but if you ask me.... he's even hotter now.

for Christ's sake! That's hot. But he's not the only one...
There are others. Take for example David Grohl of the Foo Fighters....this is quickly becoming my favorite song by the way...
Jesus fan me off...
And I'm a married woman. My husband knows this blog....and I'm not afraid of being in trouble with him because HE KNOWS that even if Chris Cornell came to our door and said to me "You're the most beautiful woman I've ever seen" and if a week later he came back and said "I love everything about you and your quirky yet moody personality" I STILL wouldn't be able to leave the man who knows me in and out and who accepts me despite my many flaws. He's my lobster, and who doesn't want lobster? Not me, I ALWAYS want lobster.
He gets the shivers, I save them for him until I get home and then sometimes even later than that...the important part is that he gets all of my shivers.
Extra Credit:
Meka's Favorite Soundgarden song (makes me think of Chewy Sprees, I ate them for every breakfast that year)
Meka's Favorite Foo Fighters Song
Meka's Favorite Band for MANY years, this song in particular is important to me as I played it non stop while my mom was in the hospital...supposed to die of a brain aneurysm. SHE LIVED and she is OK now!!!! For what it's worth, THIS ONE is actually my favorite.
Before that, SUPER hot for HIM...we're talking 80's to 90's now even though he's STILL hot with his old ass, in fact my vanity plate still refers to one of his songs!
lobster???? thats special....your special in only that special kind of way lol. Thats good though I am glad u found Mav he is a rockstar 4 sure!